GIGGLETHROTTLE

I have a massive audition on Thursday.  Massive.  I found out about it yesterday and for the last 24 hours I’ve been freaking the f*ck out.  For those that know me, it’s not my style.  Rarely, if ever, do I let nerves get the best of me because in the core of my being I’ve resigned myself to the simple fact: what is for me, is for me.  If it isn’t, it isn’t.  But some how in the last 24 hours I convinced myself that this audition is something that I can lose.  But thank god for family.  I love my dad for reminding me of the truth tonight when I called him, laugh-crying about it all.   Thursday will come and go, and what will be will be.  All that’s left is an opportunity for me to enjoy doing what I do best.